I was recently asked why I'm not blogging. The answer is complicated. And long. And I may give the full story some day when I'm feeling chatty. And over this particular hill and before I see the next rise ahead of me. But the short, vague, answer is blogging gives people an opportunity to look into my life and make a judgement on it without engaging IN it. And right now I don't need people in my life that don't want to bother engaging. The road we've chosen is too dang hard to have a bunch of people who think they know what is going on-but don't-judging us based on something I did or did not say on my blog.
I'm not talking about YOU, of course. If you bothered to peek in after all this time, there is a chance that you might really care. Maybe not, but maybe. If I am talking about you, may you feel the wrist slap stinging. I'm too tired to care. Go ahead and make a judgement on that, too.
Meanwhile, some days I hear a song and I think, "YES, this is what's going on." So, for the time being, I will tell our story through song. This is today's version.
I'm not talking about YOU, of course. If you bothered to peek in after all this time, there is a chance that you might really care. Maybe not, but maybe. If I am talking about you, may you feel the wrist slap stinging. I'm too tired to care. Go ahead and make a judgement on that, too.
Meanwhile, some days I hear a song and I think, "YES, this is what's going on." So, for the time being, I will tell our story through song. This is today's version.
4 comments:
I check in periodically, and all I can say is, "Right there with you, honey!" Keep doing what you're doing. Don't worry about the blog or what people think. (I know, easier said than done.) Bless you.
Yep, keep on keeping on. We'll all be here if/when you return.
I check in randomly to see if you have posted anything and to say a prayer for you and the family. ((Hugs))
My blog is similarly outdated... <3
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