Monday, October 27, 2008

Bad Blogger. Bad, Bad Blogger.

I know I haven't been posting much lately. And I have an excuse. Not a good one, but an excuse nonetheless.

I'm stressed.

And snarky.

And in a funk.

I don't feel well and I don't know why.

I'm having migraines again for the first time (consistently) since college.

I'm angry.

I'm lonely.

I'm needy.

I'm frustrated.

I'm angry. Wait, I said that.

I can't be all things to all people and I hate myself for it.

We lost people I care about from the church in what looks like it could be another mass exodus and I feel like the failure is mine alone.

I don't even know if it has anything to do with me AT ALL.

But I'm going to take on the guilt whether it is or isn't.

Charming has been very needy and I have so much to do that I can only do during naps and night (which is when I blog, coincidentally).

Guess who just woke up?

So, that's my excuse. I don't want to come on and complain, so I'm not really coming on at all. And that's if I can find the time to come on.

So, I hope you will forgive me. And keep coming back.

I hope I also come back with my silly, slightly snarky posts again really soon.

Meanwhile, you could be praying.

3 comments:

Julie Carobini said...

Hi Jamie! I'm praying for you, my bloggity friend! I really hope you experience some chaos-free days ahead.

Lynette said...

Sorry you are having a rough time. Prayers that things begin looking up soon!

Nurse Boy said...

Define lost. Is lost people who are going to another church but care deeply about you and your family? People who don't comment more on your blog so they don't look like stalkers? People who enjoy dinner with you and hope to continue with that sort of merry making? As far as the exodous, I understand it may look like a lot of people when I walk through the door, but I am only one person. Enough with the fat jokes already.